Mummy needs to always remind herself that you are just only a 18th month old toddler. Baby, I love you but sometimes I feel so lost and do not know what to do with you. I do not know whether you did it on purpose or not. I do not know how exactly are you feeling. Mummy loves you and treasure every single moments with you. May GOD continue to guide Mummy to bring you up well in GOD's ways. Amen!!