Dearest Ethan Baby,
Maybe one day you will chance upon this post and read it. You are always my first consideration and on my top priority whenever I need to make any decision. Mummy will rather sacrifice her own happiness than your happiness. Mummy just hopes that you will understand each and every of my decision as you grows up. It is not easy but manageable
with you in my simple life. Thank you GOD for this precious gift.
Love ya always,